Lately I've been having baby fever. I know, I know, I'm way too young and driven right now to have a baby, which is what my relatives all say, as well as my boyfriend. Yet, I can't help the maternal instincts from occurring; it's like my body is just pushing me to have a baby. Even my dreams are telling me! Last night I had a dream I was pregnant and I was due in January. I was freaking out, just like I would in reality. So why do I keep wishing I had a lil one? I couldn't even tell you the answer to that because I have no idea. It's an odd, unexplainable feeling.
You'd think working with kids would sort of become a birth control to not want any for a long time, but it has made me want them more! Surprisingly!
Other than my baby frustrations, I've also been extremely frustrated with school, major changes, and class registrations. I just feel as if there is no time for anything to get done between all this school work, work, traveling, trying to squeeze friends and family in there. Is this really all possible?! I'm going completely insane trying to get everything done. My head is about to explode! OH my goshhhh.
Anyways I hope you all enjoy your week. I will be trying my hardest not to have a nervous breakdown! Eh these are the little things in life, right? :]
This is what I feel like right now...... hahahahha Oh boy, how I love the Mac Webcam and the ability to turn a person's face into all shapes and sizes. My mom decided to join in on the fun too! :] hehe
